Hi, Teresa. Glad you're broadening your musical horizons.However, your post seems to be somewhat defensive regarding musical downloads from the internet.
Imagine this: ten or twenty years from now, scientists develop the technology that allows an employer to evaluate and record all the thoughts and actions of their employees. You're hired for a new, cushy job. After working maybe six months, and being so recorded, your employer is able to program an android to perfectly mimic all the functions of the employee (you). The android (which requires and asks for no pay at all) is totally able to perform all of your functions; the employee (you) is subsequently discharged.
Would you, upon being fired, go home and download some music before complaining SHRILLY about this dishonest state of affairs?